Maybe I have the best girl in the world or maybe I don’t??? She is kind & beautiful… She’s there for me when I need her most but I often feel like she doesn’t trust me and I don’t understand why! Well maybe I do bcuz I’m a million miles away in a whole different country and she still chooses to deal with my shit day in and day out. Maybe it’s me who doesn’t understand what I’m putting her through. Am I wrong for expecting her to just up and trust me… bcuz trust is something that’s earned and not just given. I felt that I earned her trust but I guess she doesn’t think so….. I have more work to do and I will continue to try my best to prove to her that I am loyal and crazy about her and I’m putting it out there for the world to see!