Red Light,
Please stop and take a look at my ad, or blog. Here I go! This is the way I think: If any of this applies to you, then I might be someone you’re looking for in one way or the other. If you’re not one looking for a relationship, I still know how to be a friend. If we become friends, it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t think “If my situation was different, I wish I could have given a relationship a try with her.” If you’re one of the great ones out there. That’s what you are.
I didn’t know what I wanted in life overnight. Some of these thoughts are from years ago. I had nobody to share them with. To me, life has a lot more meaning to it when you can share it with someone in a friendship or a relationship. When I write this, please keep in mind that I haven’t had a real friend or relationship in almost 23 years. I want to think about someone who can make me smile without saying anything. That’s always helpful in a place like this.
I believe all queens have natural beauty in their own way. Being rude for no reason is what makes a person unlikable to me. I call you queens because Braveheart is one of my favorite movies, not because of all the fighting, the fighting makes the movie slow. But I like how he fought for the ones he loves and how the queen fell for William. I feel like I live that type of medieval time/movie life. Some of these prisons look like a castle, it’s like stepping back in time.
We can’t have the things society has, again, the queen fell for the guy on the other side. They had to sneak around. Sometimes we have to sneak around because of so many rules or just because some people don’t want us to have anything. I thought this was the land of the free, but I guess not. This is my chance to be heard. Even the President of America was sneaking around on Hillary. Sometimes love or lust knows no boundaries. The question is, when are you going to do what makes you happy?
I like when queens are kind to people, it makes their personality so beautiful. That’s one kind of person who I really want to reach out to. I may not always say much, but I will always notice you. I want to look at you as unforgettable because I will remember the first time I’ve seen you and what you were wearing. I’ll never get tired of seeing you and you’ll always look better than ever to me. If nobody else will miss you while you’re gone, I will. Even if you’re not the romantic type, you still deserve to be charmed. I know you’re on that side of life, and I’m on this side. I don’t know you, but I still know the world can use more people like you because you’re reading this printout, and I hope I meet someone like you someday.
You’re a person worth waking up to every morning. I’d cook for you, but I can’t cook well. Ha! You’re like, “Well why would I let you cook for me?” Because I know how to heat up popcorn and pizza and serve you ice-cold pop. Joking! I can do more. If people say, “You always seem so happy.” What’s your secret to happiness? It’s like you have everything in life: Freedom, maybe family, success, and so on, you’re only missing one person. (me!) You don’t have to be successful. I know we all have to start somewhere.
I don’t want your money. I have my own and I’m doing my best to be successful while I am in jail. Then I wouldn’t have to start all over in society. I’m still missing one of my favorite photos, one of you. Okay. I’m full of it, but in a good way. I am not trying to take over your life as in a young relationship. Where you’re going, when you’re coming back, who’s going to be there, etc.! I’m wiser now and I’m just trying to add something great to your life. (me!)
Some people can be too overprotective. It’s your life, and you can do as you wish. You already had parents; you don’t need me telling you what to do. If you need me, call me. I’m here to help make you happier. When you don’t smile, I’d get heartburn. I hate Rolaids so I hope you will keep smiling (haha.) Again, if you seem so happy, I”ll have what you’re having, unless you’re having a baby. I’ll leave that to the ladies. That’s just a side joke. Hope you smiled! That’s my sense of humor.
I’ve been doing some thinking, if you’re a person that can’t contact me right now because of your current job, you’re still good with me. When you retire I’ll put you on my visiting list! Ha! A hug would be cool, hurry up and retire early. I don’t get contact visits. I haven’t touched a queen in 23 years. I say the things I state because life can be short even if you were to live to be one hundred, we’re not here long, and that helps keep me grounded and down to earth.
I want to have a good time while I am alive. Tomorrow isn’t promised to anyone. I feel like life can’t get any worse than this sometimes, and I don’t want to be here in jail but when people like you reach out to me and I meet people like yourself, I wouldn’t trade my life for the world. I mean that! Jail is so different in life. I met people that I would never have met in the world. I didn’t want to be here this long, but I got to know some great people.
I put my blogs out there for another reason, which is to want to be remembered by someone important, and people in society are important. Even if you’re not interested in prisoners because you’re taken, don’t like our look, or for whatever reason, please don’t feel offended by a man’s approach.
Keep in mind, you’re still a person worth fighting for in the end, you still get to choose whoever you like, I’m not saying overdo it. I’m saying if someone gives up on you, how much do they really like or care for you? If you test us, please don’t do it too long. ha! I have been gone since 1999 because the state says I took a few thousand dollars from a couple of restaurants. Actually, I’m in jail for what my brother did. I still fight these cases. I’m tired of missing out on my life-changing experiences out there.
I have a question for you: If someone has a good dream in life, should they give up on that dream? Your answer first! If you said “No.” then I”m only taking your advice. Then I can’t give up on you because someone out there is my dream in life, should they give up on that dream. You know how an artist puts his finishing touches on their drawing? The finishing touches are the best part of the art because it makes the art perfect. My point is if I had you in my life, you would be my finishing touches and my life would be perfect.
A lot of you queens will be the lucky ones in life. Someday you’ll meet your finishing touches in life and your life will be perfect even if you don’t expect it to be perfect. Don’t give up and keep searching. As I said before, even if you only read my blogs one time, please write me one time and let me know your thoughts. Thanks. I like to draw sometimes; I’d like to draw and write to you. Everyone knows we don’t have a life in here but when you talk to us, we feel like we have some sort of a life and we thank you for that. I see it almost every day.
Also, thanks to those who stand by us during our difficult times in life. I’m not here to pick out what we call flaws. If you’re dealing with any difficult times, we can work through it together. I’m not here to judge you. I’m surely not the peacemaker in this world. You will always be perfect to me. How can I call you perfect if I don’t know you? The unknown makes everyone perfect. Share what you feel comfortable with. Since I am in jail. I wont’ get to see you a lot. Every time I see you in person or by photo, I thank God for giving me eyes to see with. Vision is such a privilege and gift.
I don’t know you yet, but it will be nice getting to know you. You’ve heard the saying “Bring out the best in me?” Your letters and company will bring out the best in me. I want to be around people who bring out the good in others. Sometimes I wish I could turn around and see someone standing there for me. I hope I made your day in some way. I hope you come to find me. I’m waiting for you. Goodnight your majesty, take good care, stay safe, and have some fun.
Green Light, Mario
P.S. Please don’t catfish me. I’m not big on lake food or seafood. Ha!
