Has it crossed your mind
how much you’re always in mine?
Or how much I’ve missed
our conversations or hearing your voice
time after time?
Do you even know
how much pain I’m in
knowing I lost another friend?
Or the thought of me
just being another passing memory?
Has it crossed your mind
what it means
to have you in my life?
Because it’s crossed my mind
when I wish we were friends once again.
When I wrote this poem I was struggling with my thoughts since someone I cared for left my life. A million thoughts crossed my mind making me wonder if I wasn’t good enough? If I didn’t deserve to be happy? But the one thing I always wonder and still ask is “if I ever crossed her mind?”.
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